At the back of the car

“My mind plays tricks on me from time to time and makes me wish I had someone to share these sky high views and career triumphs; someone other than the band & crew, someone to hold my hand and say I love you. My heart knows exactly who that person is and I think of her while gazing out the airplane window. And just like that, she is there with me. I can feel her love even without her being there and even without her knowing it. It is a feeling I create.

We choose love. We choose anger. We choose happiness. We choose boredom.”

-Jason Mraz

Honestly I think there’s this sick, unrealistic, gushy romantic in me that’s dying to come out. And it’s something I cringe about thinking because I’ve always thought I was tough and I had a heart of stone. And now you know, I have a shot at being able to feel and not reserve any emotions. Oh my word, in all seriousness what the fuck is happening to me?!!

People and words get to me.